Monday, 21 April 2014

I received the marks for my assignment today: 29 out of 30. I am super duper proud of myself. I had a feeling that I had done well, but by no means did I expect a mark so high. I am struggling with an assignment at the moment, and getting the last assignments feedback really helped in terms of morale and motivation. As long as I get a credit on my next assessment, I will not be disappointed. 

Over the Easter weekend, I went to a yoga retreat with my friend Kristie. I found it pretty relaxing and productive, and since getting home, I’ve had more clarity and been much calmer than usual - to the appreciation of my father who has noted that I’ve been much more helpful than usual. I’ve also learnt how to meditate for longer.

Anonymous asked: your blog is perfect. that is all

Thank you :)

" While we are sitting in meditation, we are simply exploring humanity and all of creation in the form of ourselves. We can become the world’s greatest experts on anger, jealousy, and self-deprecation, as well as on joyfulness, clarity, and insight. Everything that human beings feel, we feel. We can become extremely wise and sensitive to all of humanity and the whole universe simply by knowing ourselves, just as we are. "
Thursday, 17 April 2014

Does anyone else have one of those parents that just don’t give a shit about what you accomplish, but instead are constantly complaining about what you haven’t achieved, or writing off your successes because you “could have done it better”? Well, then you know my pain. I wonder what it’s like to not be a disappointment.

Me in 5th grade: I will never smoke or drink or do any drugs ever
Me now: I probably wouldn't do meth

Anonymous asked: omg you were watchmedisappearx! i always wondered how i came to be following you, because i never remembered following any of the other usernames. but now i know! i still love your blog even though its so different to what it used to be. x

Aw thank you! Message me not anonymous because if you’ve been following me since I was watchmedisappearx, you’ve been following me for ages! <3

fragile-coeur asked: Can you tell me if you've had any previous URLs?

I’ve had a few. The one that I used for longest, and also had when I got most of my followers was watchmedisappearx. I also used my name kaceymichellemartin, discordandriot and thanatos before settling on my current one. :)



so let me get this straight. anti-choicers took $500,000 dollars worth of pennies and sealed them in a glass case as a “memorial” to “victims” of abortion. i’m going to say that again. these people have locked away $500,000 dollars as a “tribute” to dead blobs of cells instead of donating that money to actual living breathing children who don’t have basic necessities or homes.

anti-choicers are incredible

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Tuesday, 15 April 2014

I’ve been feeling down lately, and consequently, I’ve been really unproductive and lazy, but doing the bare minimum. But I figure, I should try and be really productive, and maybe that will improve my mood. So I’ve made a specific list of things I need to do today, and have crossed off a third already. I’m about to go to work, where I’ll cross a few other things off since I need to get some things at the shopping centre. Being productive ftw!

Sunday, 13 April 2014

Okay - so I’m struggling with my weight. I tried on a dress I haven’t worn in about a month, and it’s tight. I’m feeling really sad about it, and I want to lose weight but it’s so hard to tell anyone you’d like to lose weight when they know you have an eating disorder. Everyone discourages me, and no one will support me, which makes it very hard for me. 

Also, there was an argument/discussion type thing on #SGC today which started off well enough but went into a ridiculous direction. The original poster was… I don’t even know the word. Majority of the people were entirely respectful in the sharing of their opinions. She talked down on everyone who disagreed with her, then kicked up a fuss if anyone made any kind of comment that was critical of her. On top of that, the whole point of her original post was to promote acceptance, and yet she absolutely refused to accept any opinion that went against hers. Oh okay, fuck logic.

Anyway - I’m off to have dinner with some friends of mine. It will be nice to relax, and talk to like-minded people.

Anonymous asked: if you were to be a teacher what subject would you teach

How to disappoint your parents.